Niko-chan becomes a straw.
みんなー 聞いて聞いて 
ニコのマイミクさんが、
ストローの日記をインドのバガバンや、
日本人担当のキランさんに読んでもらったら？
日本人の悟りの体験、待ってるし―と
アドバイスしていただいたので、思い切って
お忙しいテリーさんにお願い、
英訳していただきました。
テリーさん、本当にありがとうございます
ホントにインドに送っちゃうんだもんねー
むひひひー
ニコちゃんでも、インドに報告することがあって、
本当にうれしいよ～ん
日本でもみんな、楽しんで広まってるんだって、
知ってもらいたいよ～ん
英語だと、何だか素晴らしい文章みたいだよ…
テヘヘヘ…
Niko-chan becomes a straw.
Diary from Monday, April 12th in 2010
From March 26th to 28th in Asakusa,
at the first awakening course,
after dancing and chanting mantra
(we did dance and chant on 28th, too)
on the way home the first day on 26th,
I felt something strange in my head.
(Niko-chan cannot complete
Sam shukura shuddhi at all.)
The next day, something was pouring out
from the very bottom of my head.
I felt like melting, being stirred many times.
Nothing painful but I felt a little uncomfortable.
However, I kind of felt like it works
and I was happy with that anyway.
Then three days later, this happened
sooooooo clearly and dramatically.
Yes, it was just like being a straw.
I was not a human,
only Niko's head became
a huge straw!
I cannot think of anything difficult.
That's because I am a straw.
I am a straw wearing clothes talking and walking.
I know how a straw feels,
that's because I AM a straw.
I am a straw wearing stuffed human and walking.
Everyone around me thinks
I am a human.
Nobody knows the fact that I am a straw.
LOL
I feel as if I enjoy deceiving them. It's just like that.
On April 3rd, there was another awakening course.
I went there to help them as a volunteer.
I said, "I am a straw now." in front of everyone.
Just when I said that, everyone was cracking up.
I was happy to make them laugh
but I was just being honest. That's all.
It is like the inside of my head is burned
and it is completely pulled away
There is a big hole and it's empty
I was completely changed!!
Now matter how hard I try to be worried,
the word "worry",
this concept itself has disappeared.
It's gone right away before it reaches there.
The wire cable to worry it cut off in the middle.
It's out of use
Farewell everyone!
Niko is no longer
the one I used to be.
Thank you for laughing at me
It was fun and I was happy
Niko can't tell it's awakening or not
but I like it just being a straw.
I'm going to live as a straw
for the rest of my life.
Just when I was ready
to live as a straw,
from April 4th, this situation is gone.
Darn it! Too bad!
I was kind of getting used to being
a straw
and that's what I realized. by Niko-chan
P.S.
Human body is made of tubes after all
and mine is also a kind of small awakening.
That's what I was told.
This experience happens only once.
That's okay by me. I like it.
ニコのマイミクさんが、
ストローの日記をインドのバガバンや、
日本人担当のキランさんに読んでもらったら？
日本人の悟りの体験、待ってるし―と
アドバイスしていただいたので、思い切って
お忙しいテリーさんにお願い、
英訳していただきました。
テリーさん、本当にありがとうございます
ホントにインドに送っちゃうんだもんねー
むひひひー
ニコちゃんでも、インドに報告することがあって、
本当にうれしいよ～ん
日本でもみんな、楽しんで広まってるんだって、
知ってもらいたいよ～ん
英語だと、何だか素晴らしい文章みたいだよ…
テヘヘヘ…
Niko-chan becomes a straw.
Diary from Monday, April 12th in 2010
From March 26th to 28th in Asakusa,
at the first awakening course,
after dancing and chanting mantra
(we did dance and chant on 28th, too)
on the way home the first day on 26th,
I felt something strange in my head.
(Niko-chan cannot complete
Sam shukura shuddhi at all.)
The next day, something was pouring out
from the very bottom of my head.
I felt like melting, being stirred many times.
Nothing painful but I felt a little uncomfortable.
However, I kind of felt like it works
and I was happy with that anyway.
Then three days later, this happened
sooooooo clearly and dramatically.
Yes, it was just like being a straw.
I was not a human,
only Niko's head became
a huge straw!
I cannot think of anything difficult.
That's because I am a straw.
I am a straw wearing clothes talking and walking.
I know how a straw feels,
that's because I AM a straw.
I am a straw wearing stuffed human and walking.
Everyone around me thinks
I am a human.
Nobody knows the fact that I am a straw.
LOL
I feel as if I enjoy deceiving them. It's just like that.
On April 3rd, there was another awakening course.
I went there to help them as a volunteer.
I said, "I am a straw now." in front of everyone.
Just when I said that, everyone was cracking up.
I was happy to make them laugh
but I was just being honest. That's all.
It is like the inside of my head is burned
and it is completely pulled away
There is a big hole and it's empty
I was completely changed!!
Now matter how hard I try to be worried,
the word "worry",
this concept itself has disappeared.
It's gone right away before it reaches there.
The wire cable to worry it cut off in the middle.
It's out of use
Farewell everyone!
Niko is no longer
the one I used to be.
Thank you for laughing at me
It was fun and I was happy
Niko can't tell it's awakening or not
but I like it just being a straw.
I'm going to live as a straw
for the rest of my life.
Just when I was ready
to live as a straw,
from April 4th, this situation is gone.
Darn it! Too bad!
I was kind of getting used to being
a straw
and that's what I realized. by Niko-chan
P.S.
Human body is made of tubes after all
and mine is also a kind of small awakening.
That's what I was told.
This experience happens only once.
That's okay by me. I like it.
